This morning I woke up and I realized that I have to fire a simple boy who really just never had a decent education and basically suffers from what most people suffer from - a severe case of stupid. I really cried hard on the phone to my boss when I told him that I quit. I think about that day alot. That happened about 10 years ago. I decided to cry on the phone to my boss instead of firing a simple kid who probably got fired anyway. I have truly never felt more "faggy" in my life. "Faggy" is a very difficult thing to type, I have less than no issue with anyones path in this life and "Faggy" does not reflect in anyway my thoughts on orientations......Its just how I felt at the time. I look back at it now and it was probably the wierdest thing that I have ever done at a job. The kid was a terrible worker and a complete idiot, however I was involved with his personal story. Every morning we would smoke and drink coffee while watching MST3K and then I would give him his job assignments for the day. I think that now I would fire his ass and send him packing. It really was the right thing to do. I knew that and I just never imagined I would be the ones to do it. This is why I quit. A serious fear of having people not like me. I would rather be unemployed than to have bad karma. The "fagginess" comes full circle. A big shiny tear soaked faggy circle.

- I am an Oklahoman.

- Wes